I always try to keep personal matters separate from work, and I never use being busy as an excuse to ignore things that are personal. Uniquely, my teachers and even my professors notice this very well. So that, they perefer to ask me or wait for my clarification.

I am an optimistic person in everything I choose to do. When I start something, I give it my whole heart. When I do something, there is always a reason behind it. I never make decisions without careful thought. Every step I take comes from a process of reflection and sincerity.  Yet, I don’t want to keep living with guilt. I do not want to be the reason someone feels uneasy or uncomfortable with my presence. I don’t want to cause anyone pain, because I know how it feels to be hurt for no reason. I simply want to live with sincerity, without leaving wounds in anyone’s heart.

I want to keep my heart pure and maintain good relationships, even if it means not always being in the same place. Life is too short to be filled with hatred. I would rather be someone who brings calm, even in silence. In the end, what I seek is not justification but peace. Peace within myself and for everyone who has ever been part of my journey.

So please, don’t make assumptions about me. Don’t try to guess my intentions. If you want to know something, ask. Ask why I did it, and I will explain. But when I explain, please listen. Not so I can justify myself, but so that we can understand each other better.

After taking the DiSC Personality Test, I finally understood myself better. The results show that I am a D/CD type (Dominance and Conscientiousness). It means I am a results-oriented, logical, and structured person who always strives for measurable quality in everything I do.

I tend to focus more on tasks and responsibilities than emotions. I make decisions based on facts, not feelings. I appreciate systems, structure, and efficiency over small talk. Sometimes this makes me look serious, distant, or even cold, but in truth, I simply want to make sure things go the right way and with purpose.

Still, beyond that firmness and precision, I know when to be cheerful and when to be serious. I can be lighthearted and open when the moment feels right, but once responsibility calls, I naturally return to focus and discipline. Balance matters to me because being able to adapt without losing who I am is something I value deeply.

I also realize that I am sensitive to the emotions of others, even if I don’t always express it well. I dislike conflict and prefer peace over unnecessary tension. I never want to be the reason someone feels hurt or uncomfortable.

This test helped me see that being firm and analytical does not mean lacking empathy. It simply means I express care differently, through consistency, reliability, and responsibility. From this, I have learned that personality is not something to change, but something to understand, accept, and refine.

I want to remain a person who is focused, rational, and responsible, yet still able to keep a gentle heart and a calm mind. Because in the end, what I seek is not perfection, but balance. Balance between firmness and sincerity, between achievement and peace.