Author: Far
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Dear Someone Who I call “Jiejie”, I don’t really know how to write this properly, but I want to express my gratitude to you.Thank you so much for being there last Sunday. At that moment, I was really looking for help from anyone. Everyone probably had their own matters to deal with, and I understand…
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Congratulations. You Won with Your Own Assumptions!
Dear You, I must write this clearly, in case you read it someday.I do not know how deep your wounds or past traumas go,but one thing is clear. You always start from your own assumptions.You never ask, never clarify, you just believe the version of the story that plays in your head.And the funny part…
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I Wanna Disappear from The World!
Sometimes I wonder if I’m still sane.It feels like every day just goes in the same circle: wake up, open the laptop, open the research file, try again, fail again.Repeat.Until I do not even know how many times I have written “retry” in the work folder. Everyone sees me as if I am in control,…
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I am “Shut Down”
I think I have to write this. I have to express my self. Eventhough it is quite late. But anyway.. Actually, my mind had been under high tension since June. The pressure kept building up. I tried to handle everything by myself and kept trying to stay positive. But finally, the peak point came. Once…
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Just Discovered My “Old” Blog #4: A small story about friendship, time, and growing up.
I found this writing again today, it was written in 2017. It brought me back to a time that feels both near and far. Junior high school. Our class. Our circle. We called it BCC. The name did not really matter. What mattered was the people in it, we are about 25 people. We grew…